“I praise God that although I have received some phone calls and been followed, Jesus has kept me safe,” says Charlotte.
Introduction by Laura Maxwell.
Charlotte and I have been talking together recently and she kindly wrote this short article for my blog. This is her very first article, so please share it with others and help spread what God has called her to proclaim.
Halloween Rituals, ritual violence, sexual rituals, traitor deaths for those attempting to leave the cult, etc. Such horrific memories have afflicted this dear survivor for years. Despite it all, Charlotte, a Former Satanic High Priestess, born and raised in a satanic cult, longs to reach those still trapped in such cults. Her message is to assure them Jesus is greater and can set you free!
‘Sing to the Lord, all the earth; proclaim the good news of His salvation from day to day.’ 1 Chronicles 16:23
Charlotte’s Story And Reflections On Halloween.
My Early Life.
Sister Laura Maxwell has asked me to write a little about my perspective and experiences around Halloween. This time tends to be a difficult and triggering time for me now, because I was taken into a Satanic/Luciferian cult from a very young and trained to be a high priestess for the cult. This training began in earnest after I was coerced through a torturous test at merely 3 years of age, to determine if I was strong enough for the training… I passed.
I have chosen not to be explicit, as I do not believe in talking about all the gore involved.
I was born in late 1956 and grew up in a middle class family in the southeast of the US. My family appeared to most to be a typical family that attended a Protestant church regularly, as many families or survivors of these cults do. In fact, I had no idea when growing up these horrible things were happening to me.
However, once I began remembering in my early 30’s, I realized many of my strange and disturbing dreams were clues and evidence to things that I experienced within the cult.
Memories Begin To Surface.
For example, I had recurring dreams of someone chasing me with a knife and slashing my arm, and other dreams of trying to flee Nazis that were taking over the country and the world. When I was 11, I had a dream of being in a cave and the center of a ritual of sorts. The leader of the group was demanding that I lie about something, and when I refused I was killed by hanging.
The strange thing to me at the time was that the cult leader in the dream was the head minister at my church. I do not know if he was part of the cult or not, or if my mind picked him to represent the cult head directing that ritual.
Later, when I got actual memories in flashbacks, etc, I discovered that firstly I had been coerced to perform a horrible ritual at that tender age. This had added a deep split to the other alter personalities that had already been caused to form, by rituals since around the time of my birth.
After elementary school, Jr high school, and high school, I attended a 4 year college and graduated with a degree in music. I was still unaware of the cult because I had been so divided and fragmented that my day waking self did not remember. Yet there were still clues in dreams and strange phone calls that I received.
I was so split that I believed wholeheartedly in God and Jesus, but had no idea about my cult personalities. My dad also passed away right when I entered college. I wonder now if when that happened the cult partially lessened their grip on me… The strange thing is that somehow, at some point, God got me out before I started having more full memories of the cult and my role in it. I am very thankful for that.
After living in Brazil for 2 years and doing graduate work in Ethnomusicology and education, my son was born. I had married during those years… and continued to have the strange dreams.
When it became clear that my son was being abused at the age of two and a half, this began to trigger my own memories of my abuse growing up and later of the cult ritual activities and my horrible abuse there. Not much later I read that often people remember their own abuse with the birth of their children.
Within a year or so of my own first sexual abuse memories and flashbacks, I began to have memories of the cult abuse.
Experiences During Halloween.
Then over the next year or so, as I had more and more memories of the cult abuse, I began to piece together and to understand how early it all began and how what I had been subjected to became more and more terrifying as I was growing up. Then on a Halloween night during this time, I had a very disturbing and harrowing dream that I had been coerced to carry out a ritual on another person.
That point in time was probably the most difficult thing to face and realize in my healing journey. When I discovered this I became so upset that I was suicidal; this changed how I had always seen myself as a basically kind person and made it hard to go on.
Eventually, over time, I began to understand that as a child and the under the torture and coercion of the cult, ultimately the cult members were responsible. Yet, this did not take away the horror of it all. Nonetheless I prayed for forgiveness because my body had been used for these things.
I have chosen to forgive the people in that cult, although I continue to totally hate what is still going on.
My Feelings And Perspectives On Halloween.
As an adult I already was not fond of Halloween, because of all the occult symbology and horror promoted in the media. Also, because of how things are displayed in stores everywhere for a month or more before this time, I began to be triggered more and more during the Halloween season. This is still difficult for me. Many think these things are just “in fun,” but for me, some of the store displays in the mall where I walked for exercise, were too close to the horrific experiences in the cult rituals.
Sometimes I would experience a bit of conflict during Halloween though, because I had enjoyed going out in the neighbourhood for candy as a child, and most children “trick-or-treating” today have no idea about these things. Thus for many years I had not given out candy, but if I did hand out anything I usually gave pencils, erasers, or small milkshake coupons. I try to avoid the triggers the best I can.
Now, I tend to more focus on thanking God for the beauty of the natural season. Also, since on a grand scale, the Halloween season is one large ritual for society, I do not lend my energy to it. This is because I believe in some form this energy is harvested for nefarious purposes.
My Warnings About Halloween.
One very important thing I feel I need to warn about is … absolutely DON’T attend any party around this time, where you do not know everyone there well. Many times the temptation of party fun was used to literally entrap victims to be later used in rituals.
Also, be very aware that cults are looking to kidnap victims in the actual weeks leading up to Halloween for rituals. Especially be careful watching your children and pets, particularly black and white animals.
Why Some Do Not Leave Cults And How To Help Them Leave.
Another thing I want to emphasise are reasons why some people may not leave, or get out of cults. Not everyone still in there really want to stay, but they often stay out of fear of retaliation and/or being seen as a traitor and then killed. It’s similar to why women remain in relationships where they are victims of domestic abuse.
Some may have alters (alternate personalities), being called to attend rituals, thus their day personalities usually do not even know they are attending! Some may not want to leave the security and sense of belonging of the group and the only relationships that they have … no matter how awful those really are.
It is usually terribly isolating for people who do leave, and most churches do not have any idea how to help, or even the true will to want to help.
To help people leave, I suggest you give them scripture to memorize for overcoming, for strength and peace and so on.
The main thing is to listen to them and be supportive, and to pray. There is a need for Safe Places for survivors, but that is hard to find these days.
A Plea For Those Still In Such Cults To Receive Jesus And Leave.
I would call for those still in cults to leave. I do not say that lightly, but pray for strength from God for them to leave … no matter what. I memorized some Scripture to help me get through and combat thoughts, regarding if they did come back and abduct me. I wanted to be prepared. A Christian therapist had suggested Psalm 27 when I asked him what might be good to memorize.
I would say to reach out to a church for help, but so very few churches are experienced at helping.
So, I would recommend people coming out to pray and choose to follow Jesus, and ask God for the strength to leave…and for God’s protection and direction.
I praise God that although I have received some phone calls and been followed, He has kept me safe.
The passage I chose to memorize at one point was Psalm 27. It was extremely helpful and encouraging for me. You can search for Scripture that you feel speaks to you personally. Here is that psalm below, so you can see why it is so helpful.
A Psalm of David: An Exuberant Declaration of Faith.
27 The Lord is my light and my salvation;
Whom shall I fear?
The Lord is the strength of my life;
Of whom shall I be afraid?
2 When the wicked came against me
To eat up my flesh,
My enemies and foes,
They stumbled and fell.
3 Though an army may encamp against me,
My heart shall not fear;
Though war may rise against me,
In this I will be confident.
4 One thing I have desired of the Lord,
That will I seek:
That I may dwell in the house of the Lord
All the days of my life,
To behold the beauty of the Lord,
And to inquire in His temple.
5 For in the time of trouble
He shall hide me in His pavilion;
In the secret place of His tabernacle
He shall hide me;
He shall set me high upon a rock.
6 And now my head shall be lifted up above my enemies all around me;
Therefore I will offer sacrifices of joy in His tabernacle;
I will sing, yes, I will sing praises to the Lord.
7 Hear, O Lord, when I cry with my voice!
Have mercy also upon me, and answer me.
8 When You said, “Seek My face,”
My heart said to You, “Your face, Lord, I will seek.”
9 Do not hide Your face from me;
Do not turn Your servant away in anger;
You have been my help;
Do not leave me nor forsake me,
O God of my salvation.
10 When my father and my mother forsake me,
Then the Lord will take care of me.
11 Teach me Your way, O Lord,
And lead me in a smooth path, because of my enemies.
12 Do not deliver me to the will of my adversaries;
For false witnesses have risen against me,
And such as breathe out violence.
13 I would have lost heart, unless I had believed
That I would see the goodness of the Lord
In the land of the living.
14 Wait on the Lord;
Be of good courage,
And He shall strengthen your heart;
Wait, I say, on the Lord!
Here is another helpful passage.
The Good News of Salvation
61 “The Spirit of the Lord God is upon Me,
Because the Lord has anointed Me
To preach good tidings to the poor;
He has sent Me to heal the brokenhearted,
To proclaim liberty to the captives,
And the opening of the prison to those who are bound;
2 To proclaim the acceptable year of the Lord,
And the day of vengeance of our God;
To comfort all who mourn,
3 To console those who mourn in Zion,
To give them beauty for ashes,
The oil of gladness for mourning.
Instead of your shame
You shall have double honor,
And instead of confusion they shall rejoice in their portion.
Therefore in their land they shall possess double;
Everlasting joy shall be theirs.
8 “For I, the Lord, love justice;
I will direct their work in truth,
And will make with them an everlasting covenant.
10 I will greatly rejoice in the Lord,
My soul shall be joyful in my God;
For He has clothed me with the garments of salvation,
He has covered me with the robe of righteousness,
As a bridegroom decks himself with ornaments,
And as a bride adorns herself with her jewels.
I do not believe in talking about all the gore involved, so have purposely not been explicit. My main concern and heartfelt desire is that people in satanic cults, or affected by them, come to Jesus and be freed from these cults.
Thank you for reading my article. God bless you!
Laura Maxwell’s Note: A Word Of Explanation.
Many people born into cults suffer from abuse and trauma which causes the personality to split or fragment and this develops into what the medical profession sometimes call Multiple Personalities or Dissociative Identity Order. Much has been written about this in medical, nursing and psychological journals. This is a very real phenomena.
The victim can have different personalities involved in different lifestyles, that he or she is unaware of at first, e.g., a day personality and an evening personality. These may be referred to as alter personalities, alternates, or alters.
Often victims don’t tend to remember until their 30 or 40’s, when horrific flashbacks begin to occur. Details of which can be verified by members of their own families and so on, hence not just a result of an over active or paranoid imagination! Many who present for help can be suicidal but thankfully many do begin to recover.
For many who receive help from trained Christians, the benefit of healing prayer and the power of Jesus to bring full deliverance and wholeness is enormous.
Please share Charlotte’s first article with others and help spread what The Lord has called her to boldly proclaim.
Many thanks indeed and God bless you!
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