Ex Demon Worshiper Caleb’s views on Halloween


Caleb was a Demon Worshiper, then a Pagan and also practiced wicca and witchcraft.

He shares what he used to do on Halloween and also his current opinions of it, warning others about the potential dangers off this holiday.

(There’s also a link to his full story below).

What I Did on Halloween When A Demon Worshiper.

For me, when I was a Pagan, I meditated on ‘the dead’ on the night of Samhain/Halloween, to mark the Pagan new year. I did feel a ‘stronger connection’ at this time, but before that, as a Demon Worshiper, things were happening all through the year.

I was fond of drinking blood in a sexual context. My altar when demon worshiping resembled a Witch altar at that time. I was unaware about any books, like-minded people, etc. So, I just went into a world of my own for 3 to 4 years.


For me, Halloween was everyday! Looking back, I can see when things got a grip of me. My mother became a Christian when I was 9.

After going along to church with her, I didn’t feel right then and believe it or not, it was on Halloween I made up my mind not to go back, as my brother dressed me as a Liquorice Allsport.

With a flipper on one foot, a tennis racket in one hand, a baseball glove in the other, wearing shorts, t-shirt and a head band and boot polish. So that night, anxiety and the ‘all eyes are on me’ feeling, put a stop to me going back to church.

Three years later, I went to a Ninpo (ninja) class and at the start they would pray to, I think it was Buddha, if I remember correctly.

Then a few years later, I came across the skull of a goat/ram in my friend’s house! His mother was a ‘good Catholic’ by day and a practising Witch at night! So before too long I was writing spells, poetry, songs …

(For more of Caleb’s story, click here ).

The moon in phases.

The moon in phases.

In my past, after a season with demon worship, I became more pagan-minded and worshiped the 8 Sabbats, of which Halloween was an important one. The triple moon god and goddess, which are really just a rehash of Nimrod, Semiramis and Tammuz.

When I gave my heart to the Lord, I was released from the pull of the Occult. Don’t get me wrong, I’ve fell and struggled in many other areas, but by the grace of God this is not one.

The Bible tells us in 2 Corinthians 10 : 5 to take every thought captive, as the devil prowls round waiting to devour you. Also read what 1 peter 5:8 says, and I bear this in mind always :

1 Peter 5:8 … Be alert and of sober mind. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour.

So, be on your guard on this holiday, especially if your an Ex Occultist, be careful as the enemy is devious.

Halloween Present.

Pink Ouija for Girls!

Pink Ouija for Girls!

Nowadays, society makes it seem acceptable to buy your child a Ouija Board and to allow them to fool around with Occult paraphernalia.

But these things and similar are ‘door openers,’ and once that door opens, the foot gets passed the door, then the body (symbolically speaking).

These spirits can lie ‘dormant’ a long time and might only make themselves known now and then.

‘Till you eventually allow them a ‘front row seat’, giving them even more control over your life, and as the scripture says they ‘… come to kill, steal and destroy’. And they don’t act on their own! As Matthew 12 :43-45 says,

When the unclean spirit is gone out of a man, he walketh through dry places, seeking rest, and findeth none. Then he saith, I will return into my house from whence I came out; and when he is come, he findeth it empty, swept, and garnished.  Then goeth he, and taketh with himself seven other spirits more wicked than himself, and they enter in and dwell there: and the last state of that man is worse than the first. Even so shall it be also unto this wicked generation.


Halloween Past.

To me, the roots of Halloween are a mix of 2 main holidays : Samhain – Lord of the dead, and the feast of Poloma-harvest-/and Fralia departing of the dead. Then the Christian All Hallows Eve and All Souls Day, the dark half of the year, when animals would not survive.

There would be a fire and a feast. On a darker note, a group of Druids going into villages to look for human virgins and animal sacrifices. If none were given to them by the village folks, a hexagram was carved on their door, all the better to appease the Lord of Death. And a soul cake was left for the ‘departed.’

Also, pumpkins were hollowed out, then a light put inside, attempting to ward off evil spirits. With some variations, these are the main accounts that I’ve learned of. Halloween has a lot more going on than what I’ve said here.

Final Thoughts.

John 8.32

Please, be on your guard on this ‘holiday’, especially if your an Ex Occultist, be careful as the enemy is devious.

In my personal opinion, unless you’re called to this work and covered by the blood of the Lamb and walking in His will, suited and booted in His armor, Ephesians 6 : 13-20, treat it as another day.

Because, footholds do start with a tempting thought. Ephesians 5:11, tells us to have no fellowship with the unfruitful works of darkness. Have nothing to do with the works/sin. But don’t reject the worker/sinner, we must show them the love of Christ.

Peter 3-15…  Always be prepared to give an answer to everyone who asks you, to give the reason for the hope that you have. But do this with gentleness and respect …


I don’t even want to think about Halloween at all now, as I will not give him a foothold! I realise though, it’s different if it’s part of your ministry and you’re called to stand as a warrior of God.

Many thanks for reading this and God bless you. Caleb Keogh.

(For more detail of Caleb’s story, click here).

Link to Caleb’s Blog.

DISCLAIMER: Caleb Keogh is not related in any way to Caleb Dyer.


For similar testimonies, or radio interviews of myself with Ex Satanists/New Agers/Occultists over the years, please see https://yourspiritualquest.wordpress.com/?s=satanist

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Laura Maxwell


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  8. Mark Hawkins says:

    God bless you Caleb for sharing this blog. Praise the Lord that you got away from a demonic deception and took up the cross and for warning folks about the dangers of Halloween.


  9. Or is it just an overly commercialized holiday that makes millions for the retail stores?


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  11. caleb says:

    how you Leon,
    Agree in part i do see something with people and energy electricity runs through our body,i think of the ancient power grid over the Earth pyramids,ziggurat’s,monuments align probably in some way harnessed this (my own conclusion) and humans can be easily manipulated but without purpose these holidays have been taken over by Dark forces Ephesians 6-12 says our wrestle is not in the flesh and there’s powers and principalities,Colossians 1-16 adds thrones and dominion’s spiritual wickedness in high places Halloween has been used by all pagan movements to bring fear,sacrifice,and sexual perversion recognisable tools of the enemy 1 peter 5-8 he walks seeking whom he may devour and he’s an expert when it comes to religion and corrupting movements of God and the whole hype is done on a demonic level as now from a personal point i have experience’d a few things in my life and what ever was attacking me was more than energy,energy dose not have a name and intelligence it can harness it but three is a driving mind behind it as i said i agree in part just i believe its the forces that are purposefully inducing peoples energy for there own purpose.good to hear from you Leon,


  12. leon says:

    Halloween is used by satanists for rituals because of the ‘energy’ generated by mobs of kids and people revelling in it. Think of it as static electricity or kinetic energy, the charge is there without a purpose until it is directed to an end, mob mentality is an example. A mob without purpose can be easily hijacked by organised individuals for their own ends without any obligation to compensate the mob for its ‘assistance’.


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