‘I had experiences of being pulled out of my body. Other times of being led onto the ceiling. Once, I was pulled down out of my body … these things clawed my arms, pulling me down. I could feel them … an intense pain, unlike physical pain, it was like an emotional pain but beyond words and a deep sense of emptiness and loss. It was like they wanted something … to take me to a place down through the floor. At that point I thought I’m not going there. I said, ‘ Jesus’ and they let go. I shot back into my physical body!
Having died twice hell is very real and eternal. There is no second chance. When I left my body several times like astral projection, I sensed hell and sensed that I was like Paul on the Damascus road. I had a choice, call on God, or let those things around me take me to a place of torment. I could not stop them, as I could not use my physical body and they, like me, at that point had a body but it wasn’t physical. It was a spirit body. It was only my cry to God, Jesus that stopped them. No one in the room heard my screams … and my screaming was in a different realm. Once I shot back into my body I jumped and looked around. No one had even noticed I had nearly gone!’
Adrian Seal’s story extract. Adrian now belongs to Tribe of Judah Motorcycle Ministries. They primarily reach out to the biker community and out law biker clubs.
ADRIAN SEAL’S FULL TESTIMONY
EARLY OCCULT INTERESTS.
I grew up interested in the occult and death, then satanic metal music (Venom, Obituary, Slayer, etc) . By the time I was 24 I was out drinking all weekends, constantly broke and depressed, looking for a purpose and something to fill an inner emptiness. What was the point in life and why did others have it better than me ???
I was into reading cards and tarot cards, palmistry reading and interested in the whole mystic realm. I collected things, books, had tarot cards, a ouija board. A friend was in to A. Crowley’s work and studied a lot of his stuff.
I had family that were Christians but I couldn’t see any thing in it for me. Christians were weak, lame, though I had respect for those in the family that followed God. Christians being weak was something I felt so strong about in the occult and metal scene – christians are seen as weak, it’s a big thing and the the devil uses it to stop people coming to church! Then actually later, I realised it’s the opposite, true Christians are strong and bold and can be involved in deep spiritual warfare, and overcome demonic attacks with Jesus help!
I did believe he was there and I’d go to heaven one day, I just followed another god. I was brought up with a belief that God was there but was not saved or a Christian, I just thought one day when you die you go to heaven.
OUT OF BODY EXPERIENCES.
In the late 90’s, I got fed up with the drinking and negativity of the satanic scene, so as this was affecting my health, I had stomach ulcers at age of 22, I got into the rave arena and was then going out every week end doing a lot of controlled drugs to try to find acceptance and happiness.
I was still miserable inside, mistrusting of everyone, deeply rejected. During this time, i remember in Jan’ 94, i came home from a rave with a group of mates who were one of a number of gangs i knew, that moved products across areas i.e kilos, or thousands of tablets at a time.
i was in the house sat in a chair smoking as we would on returning from a night out some where in the country and i was aware i came out of my physical body (astral projection). This happened a number of times and again a week or so later.
I was in a house after attending a rave having used ecstasy and cannabis, when I had an experience of being pulled out of my body one time. Other times of being lead onto the ceiling. Once, I was pulled down out of my body … there was these things that clawed my arms, pulling me down and I could feel them … an intense pain, unlike physical pain, it was like an emotional pain but beyond words and a sense of emptiness and loss.
It was like they wanted something … to take me to a place down through the floor. At that point I thought I’m not going there. I said, ‘ Jesus’ and they let go. I shot back into my physical body!
This time these things had hold of my arms, pulling me through the floor. I was screaming but no one could hear me. They wanted to take me through the floor. I shouted Jesus. It’s something some people say! They do, near death, like a knee jerk reaction. They let go and i shot into my body! That was very scary and the pain, you cant describe
(read Howard Storm’s book Decent into Dhaunteath). i then decided i needed to move and get away from these guys and start again.
VOICES COMMANDED ME TO KILL!
I was working on a farm and my boss was really abusive to his wife. I was so angry. I heard voices tell me to take a gun and shoot him. But I knew this would be wrong so I ignored the voices.
Later, I realised those voices were demonic beings, I’d opened the doors to by the occult. I was not schizophrenic!
SUPERNATURAL DISTURBANCES AT HOME
I moved with a job in July 2004. In the preceding weeks my sister stayed and they ‘saw people’ coming and going through the house. I was aware things moved. I heard voices, smells, noises, etc. By October this was getting very real and unpleasant, so i spoke to my mum, then my family. i didn’t know what to do.
My sister and friend could see and smell the unwelcome visitors. They were spirits that manifested as if they were actual people: a family and one other who acted as if it was a nasty person, who seemed separate from the rest. They shared about the local history and that a house had burnt down on the site of my home. My grandad confirmed there had been a place there that had burnt down and some loss of life.
My grandad had been strongly resistant to God and Christians. He came from a dark, secretive type of background. He told us he had experienced horrible things in the house too …. so bad he said it was like hell! (Later, after he saw me get converted and free from demons, he came to Jesus!)
My mum contacted the church who put us on to a Minister who came out to meet us at my mums. He was very different ,he had something about him that i wanted. i couldn’t put my finger on it, or look him in the eye!
MEETING CHRISTIAN EXORCISTS
He prayed and said “i need to visit your house its there, ” so on the 28th oct 1994 they came and i invited them in and they then started to bless the house by singing and dancing, praying in English and tongues, in one room ‘things’ were grabbing me by the neck!
I shared that with them so they laid hands on me and the things dropped off (i’m reminded of the film ghost Demi Moore and Patrick Swayzee).
Now i was interested as i know demonic power but this was greater! They did every room, asked i burn a lot of stuff, i did and same thing happened to one of them, re: ‘things’ on their neck. Once they finished they asked do you want to become a Christian. i thought ok. it doesn’t cost any thing. you haven’t hoodwinked me into a cult and if you go after. why not give it a go?
POWERFUL EXPERIENCE OF LIGHT AND LOVE – SALVATION PRAYER.
I wanted what they had, the things had been evil , they lead me in a prayer. A guy who had been in prison but now converted said a prayer. i repeated it and bang this light and peace came into me better than any sexual or drug high i had known! It was so very powerful that i now even had this silly grin that they all had! i now knew what they knew… this peace. That night, i was ok it was ok, no need to worry about death. i knew it would be ok. i just wanted to hug them all and go home tell my family!
There was something about the way the Christians were ‘in tune’ with each other and what was happening spiritually! I could sense it was real and very powerful and it attracted me! I knew the power they had was greater than the demons!
Before this, I could smell sulphur at times. Things opened and closed. At times I felt a presence in the house. When the christians blessed the house I noticed more noises out side and one night a voice shouted audibly, “I am going to get you back for this, you wait and see.” I just said ‘Get out in Jesus name,’ and it left.
It was then a process of looking to this now real God to help me walk this out. Once I got saved I felt I needed to close doors that were a pull things that hindered me.
MORE EXORCISM NEEDED
Although it seemed a culture shock at first, I happily learned to walk with God and be obedient to Him, knowing if I followed Him, He would cleanse me and free me. I went to as many Christian meetings as I could in the Bath area of England and received deliverance ministry and demons were cast out of me that I’d got from the occult and so on.
I bought a book on deliverance from one of the meetings and as I walked out my new faith I looked to God and asked him to cleanse me, as if I was a house with many rooms and memories, if and when I was shown stuff, or if I felt irritable around Christians, I asked for prayer and asked God for help, if I was shown a area I then repented of involvement and commanded any thing not from God … if I got an impression, I named it and told it, or them, to go, leave. Over time this set me free of the pull in many areas and I renewed my mind to God and the word.
The advice I was given was to burn anything to do with the occult and break any ties to it. I burned my tarot cards any books on ufo, corn circles, occult, forbidden information, anti establishment clubs, freemasonry, sexual materials and any horror films.
When I burned a Stephen King film, I saw a 3 ft high grey figure, with like a shadow of a cluclux clan figurine, come out of the fire, look at me. I shouted I don’t know what you are, get out, it went through the floor. I was sober and clean of drugs a month at that point.
I read Freedom Through Deliverance (Ellel Ministries) and the bible and walked it out with the help of my family and my Aunty and others that helped us, as my family then got saved and we started to go to church to find out more about God and this great salvation now. God was real, i could chat to him and He spoke to me about things.
In hind sight, i will say to anyone, don’t put it off! Ask Him to make himself known to you, satan only seeks to enslave steal, kill and destroy. i was blessed my family prayed me in to heaven.
MY NEAR DEATH ENCOUNTERS WITH HELL
Having died twice, I can say, hell is very real and eternal. There is no second chance. Remember I shared earlier, when I left my body several times like astral projection?
I actually sensed hell and sensed that I was like Paul on the Damascus road. I had a choice, call on God, or let those things around me take me to a place of torment. I could not stop them, as I could not use my physical body and they, like me, at that point had a body but it wasn’t physical. It was a spirit body. It was only my cry to God, Jesus that stopped them. No one in the room heard my screams … and my screaming was in a different realm. Once I shot back into my body I jumped and looked around. No one had even noticed I had nearly gone!
A WORK IN PROGRESS
Salvation is on going in me, as well as sanctification is. So i’m a work in progress ongoing.
I still make mistakes but now I have Him to help me. i still get hurt but I don’t have to carry the pain He did, so I just look to Him. Bitterness and regret just eats away at you and leads downwards. Forgiveness and grace, look up we can only receive this from God if we ask Him.
I am now a ‘millennium messenger’ with a biker ministry.
It’s an entry level partner the ministry is called Tribe of Judah Motorcycle Ministries they primarily out reach to the biker community and out-law biker clubs preaching the gospel the great commission and also support with pastoral support to clubs.
Members can seek to become prospects and then work towards those seeking to be full patch members, ( ministers of the Gospel).
May what God has started in me, God bring to completion.
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thank you Adrian for sharing your story. so glad you are w/the one who truly loves you and has all the power over the enemy …welcome to the family 😉